i know i complain too much but my arm hurts so fucking bad i want to cry

My arm is still bleeding and it burns so fucking bad.
Im fucking stupid

progress and i’m happy

no more of this hurting myself bullshit, starting right now i’m done. i’m done for him and myself, its been going on too long.

Sorry.

why pray when nobody is listening? nothing good has ever came from faith, i give up on it. no such thing.

Sigh
im glad you’re okay with it but it upsets the hell out of me… not seeing you for two days is already hard enough. now cheer is making me wait even longer, until probably Saturday? bullshit and knowing this is how it’ll be for months depresses me.

I’ve been eating like nothing the past three days but regardless i guess i gained two lbs?
This pisses me off so bad

I know its my fault, but I’m fucking done with everyone besides drew.
Ok

Hates self