just a blog.

i need to stay awake bc i want to talk to drew but idk when he’s going to call again 

sigh sigh sigh

05-22 / 10:53

i want to stop hurting myself

and i want honesty 

but sometimes the honesty makes me want to hurt myself

so im stuck between lies to protect me

and the truth to hurt me 

thats life

05-22 / 10:06

silver-sweet-sound-lovers:

sad sap so lets listen to depressing music to top it off. yup

this is making me cry, stop .

stop 

stop 

stop

how am i supposed to stop when i feel like this? 

i can’t deal knowing i upset you

this isn’t even my fault

fucking cheer

fucking everything

05-22 / 9:46

i tell my mom what i eat today and she gives me a dirty look and tells me to go eat more

w h y 

05-22 / 9:32

i know i complain too much but my arm hurts so fucking bad i want to cry

05-22 / 2:57

My arm is still bleeding and it burns so fucking bad.
Im fucking stupid

05-22 / 11:07

progress and i’m happy

05-22 / 10:59

no more of this hurting myself bullshit, starting right now i’m done. i’m done for him and myself, its been going on too long.

05-21 / 11:11

Sorry.

05-21 / 11:02